Losing Hope
She doesn't lose her hope while
praying. 'Tis not simple at all,
especially when the bells ring
for everything that can rise
and doesn't rise, but sinks.
A scream may mean
a nightmare or a fence
circling the holiness
when the infinite is inward.
Life is an illusion or
a mask of an ego to roll it down
into that chaos bigger than
Mare Imbrium or Sea of Showers.
She thinks she has enough.
Yet, she is thankful to God,
though her empty-eyed life looks like
a glass-blowing robot or like
an empty crystal of Murano.
Maybe she wants an ending,
not to be saved.
Maybe she needs to think
and to understand the senselessness
of her human condition.
She cannot keep up with anything new
while being blocked in between
disappearing things.
Her shadow grows inwardly,
grows into a gnawing fear,
and draws an eerie silence on the walls.
While chewing all her cubic dreams,
she is afraid either of losing herself,
either of her metamorphosis.
The return into her inner hole
is a ringed crawl, not a resignation,
and maybe a rocking laugh.
Above her head, a few clouds
stand on the verge of their lightning.
Maybe she needs God,
but she thinks of those questions
without answers; drowning
her needs in drinking.
She falls into another psychedelic sleep
in which she cannot pray.
Maybe to be in the arms of Morpheus is
a haven to wake up in Heaven.
When should a word be considered lost?
Dancing Samba Touré
On a samba touré from the Sahara,
a new blue dance meets the heat of the sand
and impregnates souls with love.
There is no chance to see God,
but to feel Him in a cosmic way.
The same tattooed sadness and
its subconscious asceticism are released
in the burning, hypnotic air. All
feelings can return to what they once were ~
cyclic evolution in perfectionism.
These free people,
who are like bluebirds of happiness,
touch a sky-dancing Takamba.
Some shadows of the day
fly in the moonlight to cool down.
Old ghosts of memory are invaded
by the ancient spirituality of
the whole world in their thinking grain~
a need to survive.
Aubade
That sonata comes from your desire to
explore the exquisite crush of
certain musical ideas.
I am staring at ‘The Sky’,
a masterpiece painted with
scissors by Henri Matisse,
while I listen to you.
Those soaring white birds have
the appearance of
moving hieroglyphics.
It seems so different
this Sunday dawn in our
ancient sunlight of concealment!
A few golden rays weave a web to create
new complex and eye-catching life spirals.
Dreams rising and angels falling is
the theme of your piano piece.
This unusual rocking time is
gradually whitening your hair.
Two Mizutani shears
appear to have been forgotten on
a chair similar to
those found in cut and curl shops.
Never for haircuts and curls,
our salon is intended
to be a gathering place for
numerous artists.
The house has spiral stairs
that go down to Lonely Street.
Sundays are not consequential
in our household,
but I think they should be since
they serve as a reminder
to folks to spend a lot of time in prayer and
contemplation with the Lord.
One door, that one guarding
your safe room,
moves, shattering the silence.
Now and then, I hear your sonata’s notes
vanishing in the air
like all the footsteps in our hallway.
It’s a new Sunday,
but old tears fall from
the clouds’ eyes.
Still, the critics don’t want to
miss hearing you perform on the piano.
A sense of dawn and
some ancient hieroglyphs
shine in the music’s lyrics.
To wake up next to you makes me happy.
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